Stick to it?

Why do I never EVER stick to anything? I try things out. I am always down to try something out. I get all "YES! THIS IS A GREAT IDEA I AM DOING THIS AND I AM BUYING ALL THE THINGS THAT GO WITH IT AND THE BOOKS ON IT AND THE DVDs AND I'M TATTOOING IT ON MYSELF BECAUSE I AM DEDICATED AND WILL NEVER QUIT EVERRRR!!!"

...

Then I quit.

wtf?

I can't stay motivated.

On my fridge is a hot girl and it says "Eat more veggies. Work out more. Etc..."

I ignore it and eat a bagel.

I ignore my elliptical which I swore I would love. I ignore my WW subscription which I swore I'd use. So - can I at least stick to this here blog? Can I just write in it every day even if I don't do anything worth writing about?

Today I feel motivated. Except I already ate half an everything bagel with cream cheese and a slice of pizza. And a salted caramel mocha thing from Starbucks. In my defense, it was only a Tall. I think there was a sip left when I threw it out. Also I said "No whip." Props? No. I think I ate a snack size kitkat, too. And a pear. There! Look! A healthy thing!! F---

Okay - so, I started this blog thinking I'd keep it updated about house things and I didn't. Here's a house update:

The girl and boy have their own rooms upstairs. We merged that apartment with ours. We also set up a "gym" up there. I put gym in quotes because it only has a bench and weights and I haven't lifted a weight yet. It's not a gym until you lift a weight...

New house update: We fired the old builder and hired a new builder and picked a new lot in a new town. They have cleared the trees and like...did the lay out of where the house will go. That's all we're up to but apparently the thing will be up with a roof before winter. Apparently.

Tonight I will do a healthy thing - work out, or eat a healthy meal...or...make a list of healthy things to purchase tomorrow when I grocery shop. Yes, that doesn't seem too offensive. I'll do that last one.